JUNCTURE OF MINE

I was born in a simple place and I belong to a simple family. I can say that our status in life is average. I ate three times a day or sometimes more than that. I sleep in a comfortable bed and has enough clothes to wear. I can have what I need but not what I want. I was able to attain a fine school where I can show my talents and enhance my skills and where I can find a way to fulfill my dreams.

I have so many dreams in life not only for myself but also for my family. I want to give them what I could give and what they really deserves. I want to put them in a more better place who will make them even more comfortable. I want to feed them as much as they want. I want to give them the best that I can be.

That is why in my very best, I will strive harder on my studies and will never give up easily on the struggles that may come on my way in the process of achieving what I want.

I will make them my inspiration and will never waste their sacrifices and effort for me. I may be struggling right now and experiencing pain but I know it will be worth it someday because nothing worth having comes easy. For now, I will enjoy this juncture of mine.

MORE THAN BLOOD

From nothing to something. We started giving each other an awkward smile. Up to the time where we get to know everyone little by little. By chance, we brought us together in this place not just for nothing but to something that will change our world.

We, as teenager did not know yet what the real world is. What is wrong and what is right. We, sometimes commit mistakes for we are all humans. We are like constellation who were connected to each other. We are brothers and sisters not by blood but by heart. We like to challenge ourselves in everything. We decided to join different competition. We experienced our unforgettable victory and we will never get our victory without our downfalls that makes us wiser, braver, and stronger.

Team work won't come without the presence of our hindrances. Team work is a must that a class must have. We might start from the bottom but at least we proved to everyone how we became more than classmates by showing our love and care.

We fought for what we knew the right thing to do. We had so many misunderstanding but then we became closer with each other. We have different goals in life but together we will achieve it.

We may start in an awkward way but we will end in a very unique way. We shared memories and forever we will cherish it. Together we dreamed and together we will all walk on the aisle as we wear the most beautiful dress in this world. We will hold each other's hand and rise upon the star, our smile will shine.

To my beloved sister,

You may not be here physically but I know you are always at my side guiding me, protecting and loving me unconditionally.

To my one and only favorite among all the people in this world, I don't really know what to say. I was eaten by my own words, drown by my emotions and almost lost all my senses thinking that you cannot be with me anymore. I will not be able to see your genuine smile that makes your eyes even more beautiful as it is. I will not be able to receive sweet and thoughtful messages of yours. I will not be able to hear your not so loud voice. It is like an angel singing gracefully from heaven. I will not be able to see your not so fat body but a fluffy one.

I just can't explain what I am feeling right now. It feels like I've catch all the pain that I cannot bear it anymore. I want to explode and say what my heart feels without you by my side. I told myself I'm gonna be okay. But who I am lying? I know I can't and I don't know how. Overflowing memories came out of my mind and its killing me. From the advices you've given to me. From the gifts I've received from you. From the sacrifices you've done for me.

I want you back. If I will be given a chance to make a wish, it will always be you. I miss you so much that every night I was dreaming that it is not true. But no matter how hard I try, I failed. Days won't passed without me thinking of you. I can't help but to cry every time I cannot do everything but to reminisced. Thank you is not enough for expressing how grateful I am to be your sister. It is not enough to express my deepest gratitude to the things that you've done for me. It is not enough to show my love for you. It is not enough to tell the world how lucky and blessed I am to have you in this lifetime. It is an unexplainable feeling to be loved by you. You make me love my flaws and filled the space in my heart. You make a history and you will not be forgotten instead you will be remember. You will be an inspiration that no one can ever imitate you.

I am waiting for the day that I can be with you again. Thank you for the unending love. Thank you for choosing me to be your sister. I'll be seeing you in time. I love you forever and ever and you'll not be replaced by anyone in this world. You are beyond the perfection. And in another life, I will still choose you. Till we meet again, my beloved sister.

UNBROKEN

We met not because we want it but because it is how is should be. We often see each other before but we did not know each other's name. You were near yet so far from me. I always see you talking to someone like I used to do with other . Our world was small to not able to see each other. I don't know .. We all have the time to bond but destiny did not give us the chance before.

But look at us now, we are getting stronger and stronger. I cannot count how many seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks we've been together and how many year we will be together in the future. All I know is we will keep our chain unbroken. I cannot remember how many struggles we've been through, all I can remember was how we manage to conquer it by leaning on each other's shoulder. We used to and we will still use to face different challenges in life because we believe that it will help us to learn.

We want our things to be the same. We wear the same shirts whenever we are together. We always plan what we are going to wear. We talk and talk from sunset to sunrise. We never get tired to listen to each other's drama. We exchanges help for the benefit of us. We always have a conversation where we talk about our future would be. We never forget to greet each other back then when we were classmates. But time comes that we need to separate ways due to our different desires in life.

We need to be in different school just to achieve our goals in life. We promised to each other that we will stay connected and I know we can do it and we can reach our goals soon. We might not see each other everyday but we know that our love will always be in our hearts.

We will be soon achieve our goals and together we will keep our friendship strong and unbroken until the sun cease on shining.

DEAREST GIRLS,

Being single does not mean that you are alone. Some people might say that when you are single, you are lonely and sad. No, let me tell you that being single is okay.
Those people who are single are the one that people must admire.

Those people are brave enough. Imagine? They can live without being in a relationship. They can eat in a fast food. They can ride a vehicle. They can pay by their own. They can walk without someone holding their hand. They can watch movies in the cinema without having companion. They can by their own clothes and choose by their own without the help of others. They can celebrate Valentines Day without receiving flowers, chocolates, or any gifts. They can be in a mall, looking around and enjoying their own company.


Girls, you should know your worth. You should enjoy your own company in the mean time while waiting for the right person and for the right time. You should learn to be independent before being dependent to someone that will come to your life when time comes. You should first spend your time in yourself and grow by experiencing something new and encountering different pain and sufferings. You should gain learning in life while you are single. You should develop your self in any aspects.


Girls, time will come and your destiny will be exposed. But for the mean time, take care of yourself, do what makes you happy, spend your time with your family and friends, pursue your dreams, strive hard and focus on your plans in life while you are waiting. Let yourself experience pain and sufferings to grow more and so that when the right time comes, you are ready to meet the right person for you. Enjoy your own company. You are not alone girl, you have yourself.