To my beloved sister,

You may not be here physically but I know you are always at my side guiding me, protecting and loving me unconditionally.

To my one and only favorite among all the people in this world, I don't really know what to say. I was eaten by my own words, drown by my emotions and almost lost all my senses thinking that you cannot be with me anymore. I will not be able to see your genuine smile that makes your eyes even more beautiful as it is. I will not be able to receive sweet and thoughtful messages of yours. I will not be able to hear your not so loud voice. It is like an angel singing gracefully from heaven. I will not be able to see your not so fat body but a fluffy one.

I just can't explain what I am feeling right now. It feels like I've catch all the pain that I cannot bear it anymore. I want to explode and say what my heart feels without you by my side. I told myself I'm gonna be okay. But who I am lying? I know I can't and I don't know how. Overflowing memories came out of my mind and its killing me. From the advices you've given to me. From the gifts I've received from you. From the sacrifices you've done for me.

I want you back. If I will be given a chance to make a wish, it will always be you. I miss you so much that every night I was dreaming that it is not true. But no matter how hard I try, I failed. Days won't passed without me thinking of you. I can't help but to cry every time I cannot do everything but to reminisced. Thank you is not enough for expressing how grateful I am to be your sister. It is not enough to express my deepest gratitude to the things that you've done for me. It is not enough to show my love for you. It is not enough to tell the world how lucky and blessed I am to have you in this lifetime. It is an unexplainable feeling to be loved by you. You make me love my flaws and filled the space in my heart. You make a history and you will not be forgotten instead you will be remember. You will be an inspiration that no one can ever imitate you.

I am waiting for the day that I can be with you again. Thank you for the unending love. Thank you for choosing me to be your sister. I'll be seeing you in time. I love you forever and ever and you'll not be replaced by anyone in this world. You are beyond the perfection. And in another life, I will still choose you. Till we meet again, my beloved sister.